DAAAAAAAAYUUUUMM I completely forgot I never finished this!! Lmao oh well I guess I'll get started back on it again even though it's all effed up! It's my blog anyways :P
Hmm I dunno how to even get started on this subject. Every guy I dated before Trino I either 1.) never cared for 2.) didn't last long enough just for the simple fact I'd get bored so easily 3.) I never liked being in a relationship. So instead of just focusing on one past relationship I'll go into detail about all of them. To sum things up I loved living the single life. When I was in a relationship I felt trapped and uncomfortable. I was young and all I wanted was to be able to go on a date with a guy and that was it! I didn't want non of that constantly calling, holding hands crap, or being presented as a gf. To clearify no I was not a WHORE. I didn't go around sleeping with every guy or having a diff guy every week. I just liked having my own fun without having to worry about what time to call him or him getting bothered who I'm with. But out of nowhere I ended up falling hard for a guy I'd hang out with here n there (not often though). I was kinda confused myself. I didn't want a bf but
it finallly felt right for the first time EVER! I was actually scared because I had never liked being in a relationship and now that I was in one I didn't know how to react! So thanks to all my past experiences/relationships I got to feel love for the first time with the guy I'm currently still head over hills for:)
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