Oh Julian...

 Now things had been pretty good for the most part. Well except for last weekend. Started to really feel the heaviness in my stomach and constant braxton hicks that weren't going away. As much as I need to take it slow it seems impossible considering I only works Saturday's, but of course anything for baby. Our "fun" day is always on a Saturday but seeing how horrible I felt, being home will have to do. More ps4 time with daddy then! My baby shower will be this Sunday which is great because after my Saturday job, I seriously can't function right after 3pm. By Sunday I'm more relaxed and feeling much better. Then comes weekdays and back to feeling like I'm 38 weeks! 

Had a Drs appt today at 32 weeks 5 days and you are measuring about 4-5 weeks ahead. My Dr doesn't see me making it to June 12, and thinks you'll  come by 37 weeks. Which is quiet ironic since I've had several moms tell me the exact same thing. Hearing it from my dr just made it much more real. You are positioned head down still since my last ultrasound 2 weeks ago. You seem to enjoy staying there and tickling my bladder. Which is not so great for me as it has me peeing constantly. So getting induced or C-section is what could happened. I really want to try for natural delivery but of course I trust my dr and will do what is needed. C-section is the last thing I want, so now that I know it's a huge possibility, I'm not ready for it and completely scared. Just hoping you come out with organs fully developed even if it's before my due date and don't  have any type of health problems. Would really like for you to stay in as long as possible and not in 4 weeks! 

Whether you come in 7 weeks or sooner we are praying for you to be a healthy baby and beyond excited for your arrival. You have tons of people excited to meet you too! Just please go easy on mommy and daddy the first few weeks.