Cancer

"I don't know how to excist in a world where my dad doesn't" George O'Mallyes words when his dad passed away on Grey's Anatomy. Only my case I'd scratch out dad and insert mom. Hate to watch this rerun but I also can't change the ch. This is one of my biggest fears later in life. Nobody tells you how to deal with these things. No book will ever help me cope with this nor a friend. 

I remember every single episode of Grey's Anatomy as its my fav show. Six years ago this next episode called "Great Expectations" aired and I remember it very vividly. One of the patients had cervical cancer like my mom. Only as they preformed a hysterectomy they came to realize it was stage 4 which is terminal. Six years ago I was very sadden by her situation & never would I have thought 6 yrs later my mom would be going through this. Grey's Anatomy reruns are really slapping me on the face today -_-